People always have too much on their minds. There is too much to think about.
This is what is on my mind:
Prom tickets. Calling back Kris concerning babysitting. Registering for Wil-Lo-Linn. Finishing the background check form for Wil-Lo-Linn. PCC orientation. My mom shutting up. Kelsey seeing my prom dress. Prom group, dinner and night. Being able to go to David’s after I finish the PCC orientation, Wil-Lo-Linn registeration and some laundry. Community service project. My lack of planning for said community service project. Being late every morning. Driving people around. Cleaning Barb’s desk. How to say no. Acrylics. Starbucks for lunch. Yearbook. Checking my calendar for this week. Getting rid of junk on my computer. Backing up my iTunes. Updating my iPod. Not biting my nails. Ice cream.
Most of the above items are those that generate stress but a select few of them are positive as compared to the negative majority. Typing out what is on my mind makes me: think of things I should be thinking about, create things to think about and makes my head spin. The whole thinking process is just frustrating and this feeling of being overwhelmed isn’t something I enjoy. I wish I was able to take one day and get everything I need to do DONE. Wipe my slate clean and know I’m not forgetting anything. It would be like breathing 100% clean air and all that clean air would travel through my veins and heart in turn clearing them out; internal refreshment.
